The primal journey of Motherhood
Motherhood is such a raw and primal journey-my goodness. Truly brings out the animal in you, surviving and providing.
Only until recently have I felt safe and comfortable with it just being the two of us. For the first time as a Mother I feel fully free and deeply present.
For over four years I have felt a deep longing for a man to save us-to take us on adventures, to create memories with us, to love my son as much as I do, to protect us, to hold us, to support me in my emotions.
And now I truly see that I am that person for us-the time is now to create those memories, to go on those adventures, to love myself through the emotions, to inspire and initiate my son, to keep us safe.
At times motherhood gets so challenging that I want to take it all back-
And that is when I realize that everything I do is deeply and subconsciously to better myself as a human for that little person.
And that is when I watch, I watch as little five year old eyes look into mine. When little lips press up against mine after “you’re my best friend, Mama.”
I am eternally grateful for receiving such a gift-I wouldn’t be who I am today without this little person’s curiosity and pure love.
My purpose as a mother is to remain in my sovereignty. Honoring the relationship with Self, supporting my own heart, healing my wounds, and following my life’s purpose.
